Where does the time go? I having been watching my little princess sleep today and it is hard to believe that next month she is going to be one. Brandon will be three in May and Micah and I will be married for five years on the same day as Brandon's birthday. I just turned thirty and Micah is getting ready to turn thirty. It is a shame that time goes by as fast as it does I wish that I could slow it down at certain times. Iam sure that when my parents look at my sister and I and their grand babies they wonder the same thing, where did the time go? I look at my Ryan and he is growing up into a wonderful kind hearted handsome young man as some of you know I watched Ryan from the age of three months until he was about three years old, he was my first baby and I love him like he is my son and I just can't believe that he is eleven years old. My mom and dad are proud of my sister and myself for raising such great kids and for making good choices in our lives.

Happy Birthday to me

well my day started off great and my Dad came over to visit me and he gave me some money and that is going with the rest of my money for the Wii that I want to purchase. Than I went grocery shopping and that is how I have spent my day. My day would of been perfect if we had snow.

Job Hunting

So Iam on the hunt for a job in hopes that within the year we become homeowners. So since I don't have to work every single penny of my paychecks are going to the bank. Iam applying a some drs. offices and nursing homes and also at retails locations as well and Iam also going to apply at Dove Pointe also since I have experience in that area. Wish me luck on my job search.

Happy New Year

To all of my freinds and family. I hope that this year is going to be a very happy one for all.

Haleigh's Birth Story pt. 2

And the rest of the story..... I was having my moments when I was in the hosptial since I was by myself most of the time. My sister was sick so she was unable to be there with me most of the time and Micah was at home with Brandon who was very sick at the time. My dad would come up first thing in the morning and he would stay about ten minutes ans over my three day stay certain day's my dad would be my one and only visitor and I was very bummed out over the passing of my mom. I would just sit and stare at my beautiful baby girl and wish that my mom could of been there to hold her new grand daughter in her arms. I spend valentines day in the hosptial and talk about the mother baby unit being crazy alot of babies were born that day. While I was on the phone with my dad later that day he said God spoke to me and told me to tell you to be still and be quiet tonight and I knew that in me heart that my mom was going to viasit me and I started to cry. Well nothing happened that night it was very busy on that floor and the power had gone out and I had woken up to go get Haleigh to nurse her and people were just running all over the place. So let fast forward a bit the next evening my dad told me the same thing and I did just that and some time during the evening I felt my Mom rubbing my left leg and I really needed her at that time and she was there I learned a huge lesson that evening that my Mom is and alway's will be with me. January 8th will mark the one year anniversary of my mom's passing so please pray for strength and comfort for all of my family and myself as well.

Well tomorrow is Christmas Eve and also my mom's b-day. I have shed a few tears this evening. Some were happy tears b/c she is spending her birthday with Jesus and some were sad because it just won't be the same without her here. She loved Christmas it was her favorite time of the year. I miss her so much but I will be happy and I will enjoy this Christmas because she would want me to.

Last night my sleep was very choppy. Brandon and Haleigh both went to bed at eight and than Brandon woke up at 2:00 in the morning and we were up for an hour and than we fell back to sleep. So I looked at the clock and I said to myself that I hope that Haleigh sleeps until at least six well she woke up at five. I changed her because she was wet and made her a bottle and than Daddy took over so that I could go back to sleep and I woke up at seven to find Micah and Haleigh snuggled together on the sofa and she fell asleep on her daddy's chest. She is getting more and more comfortable with Micah and I love it so he can take care of her while I get to sleep in every once in a while.