Haleigh's Birth Story pt. 2

And the rest of the story..... I was having my moments when I was in the hosptial since I was by myself most of the time. My sister was sick so she was unable to be there with me most of the time and Micah was at home with Brandon who was very sick at the time. My dad would come up first thing in the morning and he would stay about ten minutes ans over my three day stay certain day's my dad would be my one and only visitor and I was very bummed out over the passing of my mom. I would just sit and stare at my beautiful baby girl and wish that my mom could of been there to hold her new grand daughter in her arms. I spend valentines day in the hosptial and talk about the mother baby unit being crazy alot of babies were born that day. While I was on the phone with my dad later that day he said God spoke to me and told me to tell you to be still and be quiet tonight and I knew that in me heart that my mom was going to viasit me and I started to cry. Well nothing happened that night it was very busy on that floor and the power had gone out and I had woken up to go get Haleigh to nurse her and people were just running all over the place. So let fast forward a bit the next evening my dad told me the same thing and I did just that and some time during the evening I felt my Mom rubbing my left leg and I really needed her at that time and she was there I learned a huge lesson that evening that my Mom is and alway's will be with me. January 8th will mark the one year anniversary of my mom's passing so please pray for strength and comfort for all of my family and myself as well.

Well tomorrow is Christmas Eve and also my mom's b-day. I have shed a few tears this evening. Some were happy tears b/c she is spending her birthday with Jesus and some were sad because it just won't be the same without her here. She loved Christmas it was her favorite time of the year. I miss her so much but I will be happy and I will enjoy this Christmas because she would want me to.

Last night my sleep was very choppy. Brandon and Haleigh both went to bed at eight and than Brandon woke up at 2:00 in the morning and we were up for an hour and than we fell back to sleep. So I looked at the clock and I said to myself that I hope that Haleigh sleeps until at least six well she woke up at five. I changed her because she was wet and made her a bottle and than Daddy took over so that I could go back to sleep and I woke up at seven to find Micah and Haleigh snuggled together on the sofa and she fell asleep on her daddy's chest. She is getting more and more comfortable with Micah and I love it so he can take care of her while I get to sleep in every once in a while.

Getting ready for Santa and a little bit about Haleigh's Birth Story

Well time is getting closer for Santa Clause to make is trip around the world and I can't wait to see Brandon's face Christmas morning. I know that he will be very excited to see what Santa has brought for him and for Haleigh has wellm, they both have been very good this year. It is hard to believe that my Haleigh-bug is two months shy of turning one. I found myself yesterday thinking about the night that I was in Labor and I didn't even know it. The contractions were not bad at all but they were coming every three minutes, I was in denial b/c I had a drs. appt. earlier in the day and there was no sign of anything happening anytime soon. She made her arrival at 12:53 A.M. on Feburary 13th. she was three weeks early. She weighed in at 6 pounds 15.9 ounces and she was 19 inches long. I still wonder what she would of weighed if I had carried her to the 39 week mark, that was when my c-section was scheduled for. But I quess that she could not wait to see all of her family and friends. Haleigh knew that I needed her with just losing my mom a little over a month before I have another story to share about one night when I was still in the hosptial but I will do that at a another time.

nineteen day's

until Santa arrives and Iam having mixed feeling's. Iam missing my momma terribly and yet at the same time Iam happy for her since she will be spending her Christmas with Jesus in Heaven. I need to be happy for Brandon and Haleigh and I feel deep in my heart that we are going to have a wonderful Christmas/